APPEAR OFFLINE you’re not there. i felt you walking away i can’t see you or hear you but i can feel the touch that isn’t you i can feel you not there. you never were. you were a lovely decoy to me professing feelings you didn’t feel, you were interjecting loudly and flipping your hair [...]
Archive for the ‘emo’ Category
who are you, after all
March 24, 2008
father&daughter
March 20, 2008
in hell, by the fireplace you were never quite the same as Goneril, you know never as rugged, never as gritty. she would accompany me on all my trips smiling for the crowd, running ahead of me England liked her, they loved her so much while you were away, I was in the garden there [...]
duologue
October 12, 2007
the failure hit my paunch, hit it hard and smile, son we are one, and we are happy we were one so what happened, dad? why is this? rosy blot covers floral t-shirt design you bought this for me hawaii, remember? who are those blue men? why did they come for you? why did you [...]
dark and wistful
September 7, 2007
midnight poem four white-washed walls: black, though, in only dimmed nacreous moonbeams that flicker. you wait for day to come, hoping for hallow’d Apollo to grace the day, knowing that only this infinite twilight will last forever.
am I not?
August 27, 2007
everything and nothing It cannot go on, this emotional duress you arrest me. Not that you are privy to my thoughts. But it is your fault. You led me into hoping for more, hoping for a future, all the while bating my heart with unknowing ease. Now I like everything about you, see you in [...]
emotica
July 29, 2007
disillusion everything I’ve stood for everything I thought was never was I’m back down again bottom of the heap I’m a dime a dozen and so are you, we all are. we mean nothing to everyone. I used to think I meant. used to think I could change, lead, persevere, be a hero if I [...]
suicide
June 23, 2007
The Plunge it was ten stories. parents. siblings. wife. daughters. money. love. career. reputation. self-worth. self. crash.
